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Spinny Roses ~ Evil on Legs ~ (bleedingsand) wrote,
@ 2009-05-07 17:50:00

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I have NOT taken this wank OFF my journal. Since about March, I have NOT brought it up on anyone else's IJ or LJ, nor have I IMed people about this. When talking to Sol on her journal, I stay clear of it. When talking to Sol through IM, I stay clear. Same with Pronnie. Same with Beth. SAME. WITH. EVERYONE. I leave it on my journal, only to bring it up if the OTHER person ASKS about it.

If it is SUCH a strain on friendship that you have to ASK about it to hear it off this journal, a journal that is not even on LJ and you have to know when it updates by either A) going to this almost dead site to stalk me personally since not even Beth updates here or B) subscribe to my feed that I am not FORCING you to click on the link to the journal and has only ONE LINE of text from the entry, then something is wrong.

And to attack me by venting here when you hold up that it's okay for Sol to do it and YOU FUCKING DO IT TOO ON YOUR LJ? I am not forcing you to come over to IJ and read this, nor am I forcing you to go whining to your own journal and do the exact same fucking thing I am.

So if you say it's such a strain when you have to go out of your way to seek out the wank, and that you don't want wank and you hate it and would rather avoid it, THEN MAYBE YOU SHOULD STOP SEEKING IT OUT. But given your hypocrisy about how it's A-OK to treat me like crap but if I reveal it I am suddenly such a bad person and deserved it and you can't give ANYONE examples as to why you say I'm twisting the truth (trying to out truth works so much better if you answer all questions right away instead of dancing around them and you have EVIDENCE to prove them wrong), I would say you're TRYING to keep this going so you can try to look even more like a douche. Why yes, it was okay to treat me like crap while I was trying to find a balance and not to be lonely in a town I have no friends in and wh...

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Oh. Oh, oh, oh. Isolating the target, beating them down, making them do what you want...

Oh... and considering you were pushing so hard not to move to San Antonio where I had friends and family and you wanted me to go to Austin where YOU had Cakes and your sister...

You're rather inept at this. J was better at it, and even Zanne and Yuuo, the ones HE was trying to control and were too close to the problem, saw around it and broke it off with him. Oh, yeah, the two girls you were trying to wail at about how I'm a whore for being interested in someone else? They know Javier and I have an agreement that it's okay for him to sleep with hot girls with my permission and it's okay for me to sleep with hot girls with his permission. And they were in a threesome with J.

And here I adapt a quote for this purpose: Now who's the twat? Well, certainly not you, because you've been upgraded to dickhead. A presumptuous one at that. I don't remember saying anything about how I wasn't allowed to be with girls or how Javier never outright said he was okay with me sleeping with you, so either you have the wrong journal or you're projecting so hard you can be used to show off Powerpoint presentations.

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yuuo
2009-05-07 08:52 pm UTC (link)

... Jessie? For this? I love you so goddamn hardcore.

Yeah, because we're just such awful, awful people for engaging in open and/or polyamorous relationships. Just like those people that do the same fucking thing and lie about it.

OH WAIT.

Eh, fuck her in the ear. She's a self-righteous christianite who led you on and fucked around because she was 'curious' and decided she was 'too good' to be 'that sinful and immoral' and now she's trying to accuse you of sexual assault to make herself look like some poor, straight, innocent widdle victim.

People like her are the reason the world sucks major balls. Just sayin'.

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bleedingsand
2009-05-07 08:58 pm UTC (link)

Yeah, the whole thing about calling me a whore in my own journal to the two of you... good luck on still trying to look like the innocent victim, dumbshit. Pah. I remember once I told her I knew I wasn't ever going to sleep with her, and she actually responded with "Well, that kinda makes me want to try."

We had to have another conversation about mixed signals at that time.

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	yuuo 2009-05-07 09:12 pm UTC (link)
	... Now who's the raging slutbag? O_o Dude, honesty. Communication. LEARN IT, BITCH. Jesus Fucking Mary With Joseph. I love how she doesn't know the difference between sexual assault and horsing around in response to positive signals. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	bleedingsand 2009-05-07 09:13 pm UTC (link)
	Jesus Fucking Mary With Joseph The mental image. Oh Jen. The mental image. (Reply to this) (Parent)

bleedingsand
2009-05-07 09:18 pm UTC (link)

But to be serious, I should have seen all of it coming. In less than a year, she had lived with both her sister and Lindsay. In less than a year, these are the jobs she had BEFORE moving in with me that I can remember and know of: Kohl's, Macaroni Grill, and Marshall's. She had quit Marshall's because they couldn't transfer her and hadn't started looking for a job until AFTER we moved in together.

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	bleedingsand 2009-05-07 09:06 pm UTC (link)
	And, you know, I just remembered something else. I remember that I fucking TOLD her that Javier and I have an agreement. And if Javier hitting on her still thinking that she was interested and me stopping him because I knew she had no interest wasn't clear enough for her... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	yuuo 2009-05-07 09:13 pm UTC (link)
	Selective memory is highly selective and prone to suspicion. I just love how she seems to think we had no right coming in to defend you when she was being a lying, cocksucking bitch and accusing you of being a whore and sexually assaulting her. In your own journal. OH NOES. YOU'RE NEVER ALLOWED TO COME IN AND DEFEND A FRIEND. EVER. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

bleedingsand
2009-05-07 09:15 pm UTC (link)

Oh, not to mention being all snooty and saying things like "your precious journal" like I didn't look through Pronnie's friends list and catch a post she had made saying the exact same thing. Yeah, I haven't read her journal since I've taken it off my friends list. I only saw that post because she was bright enough to not lock it. So it's okay for HER to do it, but when I do it...

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	yuuo 2009-05-07 09:31 pm UTC (link)
	Ah, hypocrisy. Definitely a Christianite. (To any passer-bys, plz to be noting the difference between a Christianite and a Christian, kthnx. "Love thy neighbor only applies to people who are like us.") YOU ARE COMMENTING. YOU MUST BE ONLINE. CANST THOU COME ON IRC? :D (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

bleedingsand
2009-05-07 10:05 pm UTC (link)

Not to mention her whole "YOU'RE MAKING THIS VERY HARD ON EVERYONE" crap. Yes, I'm making it very hard by not bringing it up on Sol's journal when she makes a post about Julee. I'm making it very hard by not saying anything to Sol when we talk on AIM. I make it very hard by the last thing I said to Pronnie through IM was about US states allowing same sex marriages and how we're starting to be as cool as her country is. Mmhmm.

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kuchehexe
2009-05-08 12:13 am UTC (link)

I make it very hard by the last thing I said to Pronnie through IM was about US states allowing same sex marriages and how we're starting to be as cool as her country is.

Please tell me you're just exaggerating, that she's not such a melodramatic, stupid whore of a twatwaffle that she's somehow using the legalization of a basic fundamental human right as another way to showcase her poor widdle victimhood and how horribly immoral and terrible you are. She can't be THAT stupid... right? I thought only people like James Dobson and Sarah Palin and Fred Phelps were that stupid.

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	bleedingsand 2009-05-08 08:40 am UTC (link)
	I don't know. Somehow, "PRON-FACE, WE'RE STARTING TO BE AS COOL AS CANADA" equals a bitch fest about Julee and how it's STRAINING her neutrality. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	kuchehexe 2009-05-08 07:38 pm UTC (link)
	.......................... Logic. She don't has it. o_O ::WTFs all over the place over that one what:: (Reply to this) (Parent)

	beccastareyes 2009-05-07 09:21 pm UTC (link)
	The more I read, the more I wonder what the hell kind of understanding of social interactions this person has. (That and I think s/he needs to visit a proctologist, as she has a rather severe case of Cranio-rectal Inversion.) (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	bleedingsand 2009-05-07 09:22 pm UTC (link)
	I have mentioned several times to several people that I love you, Becky. And I think I have yet another reason right here. (I would be pithy and say "it," but Julee is a girl. At least, she has breasts and a vagina, so we can say biologically it's a girl) (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	beccastareyes 2009-05-07 09:31 pm UTC (link)
	Thanks (Reply to this) (Parent)

	kuchehexe 2009-05-07 09:26 pm UTC (link)
	ILU. There's a reason I used this icon at least once in one of my snarks on her. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	beccastareyes 2009-05-07 09:35 pm UTC (link)
	That is the best use of a Mister Potato-Head that I've seen in a long time. Possibly ever. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	kuchehexe 2009-05-08 12:10 am UTC (link)
	I can't take all the credit. I made it, but it was Sara who requested the picture and text. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	bleedingsand 2009-05-07 10:02 pm UTC (link)
	Snorting a laugh out of my nose TWICE IN SHORT ORDER hurts, Zanne. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	kuchehexe 2009-05-08 12:10 am UTC (link)
	XD I'd apologize, but hell, you deserve the laugh, even if it comes with snorting. :D (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	bleedingsand 2009-05-08 08:44 am UTC (link)
	Heh. ♥ (Reply to this) (Parent)

	kuchehexe 2009-05-07 08:55 pm UTC (link)
	You: see icon. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	bleedingsand 2009-05-07 09:00 pm UTC (link)
	♥ And even if I wasn't interested in open relationships, if I was totally monogamous... I still would be here defending open relationships and threesomes. The key words here are "communication" and "permission." Oh yeah, and "ADULTS ALLOWED TO MAKE THEIR OWN DECISIONS." (Reply to this) (Parent)

	beccastareyes 2009-05-07 09:22 pm UTC (link)
	you're projecting so hard you can be used to show off Powerpoint presentations. I like that phrase. You have a way with words. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	bleedingsand 2009-05-07 09:24 pm UTC (link)
	I can't say I came up with that one. I was changing a quote from the SSBB mailbag showdown video by Yahtzee of Zero Punctuation. That's actually where my icon comes from. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	beccastareyes 2009-05-07 09:31 pm UTC (link)
	Well, I can't say no to a good use of a Yahtzee quote. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	bleedingsand 2009-05-07 09:57 pm UTC (link)
	I freaking love Yahtzee. The man has some of the best quotes. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	beccastareyes 2009-05-07 10:03 pm UTC (link)
	::nods:: We have no common taste in games at all, but I still love watching him once a week. Except I seem to recall Earthbound is an exception to his hatred of JRPGs, and it is also one of my favorite games. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	bleedingsand 2009-05-07 10:07 pm UTC (link)
	He gives me an interest in some games (No More Heroes and Killer7 for instance, and the Prince of Persia PS2 games really are a joy to play), but we don't have much common taste as well. But doesn't change the fact he has some good lines, not to mention the whole "Don't stick your dick in a pudding" bit. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	beccastareyes 2009-05-07 10:15 pm UTC (link)
	::nods:: Some of the games look interesting, but I have the general hand-eye coordination of a epileptic dolphin, except maybe for DS games involving the stylus. I find Zelda enough of a challenge. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

battlemage15
2009-05-08 12:40 am UTC (link)

Yahtzee is hilarious, though his last couple of videos have been kinda meh, but it is more the subject matter then himself; right now is a bit slow for blockbusters. We are in the lull between the Quarter One release fest we see every Feb-Mar and the Summer lineup that starts in late May / early June. April is historically a slow month for video games, so I guess that effects it.

Also, Yahtzee can blow half his criticisms of Resident Evil 5 out of his ass.

I do, however, want the mug that says "Allow me to hold your head under the putrescent waters of knowledge" because that phrase has so much range. I'll take up drinking some kind of coffee just to drink out of that mug.

Also, "I thought we abandoned realism around the time Space Marines were stabbing dinosaurs on the planet Zog?" and "I found it entertaining to pretend that the unnammed middle eastern country was the same one from Call of Duty 4 and that (50 Cent: Blood on the Sand) is the prequel establishing how it was destabilized by the West."

Finally, "Professional Troll".

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	bleedingsand 2009-05-08 08:44 am UTC (link)
	Hon, you can drink hot tea out of coffee mugs. We have some of the good stuff (a flowering tea that almost doesn't NEED any honey or sugar). Pfffft. He has some "Professional Troll" shirts, I thought. I'd take a mug, though. HEEEEE. (Reply to this) (Parent)

battlemage15
2009-05-07 09:42 pm UTC (link)

You know, I may be a neat freak, but I don't care what anyone says; the left half of that loft was a garbage dump. I cleaned that place up four times at least.

Also, we never did find that MP3 player, did we?

Yeah, she can say whatever she wants and anyone here can call me whatever they want, but... you can't con the con man.

As of for adult relationships... well, it is an adult relationship; let the adults decide what they will do. I don't see how this is anyone's business.

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bleedingsand
2009-05-07 10:02 pm UTC (link)

It was utter filth. That wasn't mere clutter. Clutter does not also include mold and critter houses. And you remember the downstairs bathroom and I apologize for the nightmares and PTSD that may trigger.

No. Never. I went through several boxes, and after cleaning out the apartment we only left the TV downstairs. No MP3 player.

It's not anyone's business. But she seems so intent on calling me a whore when A) She knew about the agreement and B) She verbally expressed interest at least twice.

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	battlemage15 2009-05-08 12:20 am UTC (link)
	I remember cleaning the entire bottom floor when I got there that Friday in December. I can barely fathom how anyone can live like that... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	bleedingsand 2009-05-08 08:42 am UTC (link)
	And apparently she only acted like that for me (BULL. FUCKING. SHIT. LET ME GET MY BULLSHIT ICON. HER ROOM WITH CAKES WAS THE SAME FUCKING WAY), so apparently it's A-OK for her to be a total shitstain and trash a place she doesn't own because she doesn't like me! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

beccastareyes
2009-05-08 10:44 am UTC (link)

That sounds like cutting one's nose off to spite one's face.

I mean, even if she really did despise you, she still has to live in the mess. I recall you saying that the place was a dump before she moved out, so it wasn't a case of 'I am leaving the evil roommate, so I shall trash the place as revenge, hahaha!'.

I can see not cleaning out of stress*, but that's about all I can get a hold of, and then that's probably a good sign of needing a counselor (or at least a place alone), if it persists through several roommates.

* I do that, I mean. My sister's the opposite -- when she's stressed, she starts cleaning as a way to work through it.

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bleedingsand
2009-05-08 10:53 am UTC (link)

She "cleans when stressed." Yes, it has to be in quotes, because it's utter bullshit. Javier cleans when stressed. He came over to my aunt's house when I was living with her and cleaned the entire kitchen when his family was pissing him off. I cleaned up the entire apartment except her room once, and I'm talking living room, dining area, kitchen, both bathrooms, and my room. See also my "CLEEEEEEEEEEEEEAN" post. She would actually tell me "Don't worry about cleaning up my stuff, I'll do it."

And never did.

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